胆小鬼

我們都是胆小鬼，一向不敢直視苦痛。
因為對於幸福的我們是一種刺痛。
膽小鬼連幸福都會害怕　
取自太宰治的人間失格

每个人都在努力的生活着！

我不行！
很难说服我自己。
不！
还是不能！

你
美丽的脸颊下
竟然有那么狠毒的心


你
善用你那处处可怜的模样
来走原本该属于我的一切


你
利用了我们的交情
换取了我的痛苦


你


梦里
你是恶毒的


现实生活里
你还是恶毒的

forever

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oR

i need to understand you to love you

or

i need to love you to understand you

d.....dR....dRE...dREA..dREAM

I used to love dreaming
especially during the last hour before I open my eyes.
so I could remember my dreams very well and
influence my day in a positive way.

The last couple of days, however,
I have had really bad dreams.

When I wake up my blood pressure is so high and
my heart is pounding on my chest.

I am very emotional and my mind is full of sad and ugly things.

As a consequence,
my days are shadowed by an unpleasant feeling.
I have lost my laugh and humour.


___ I hope you can sleep well and peacefully ___