oceangreen: September 2010

30 September 2010

oR

i need to understand you to love you

i need to love you to understand you

28 September 2010

I used to love dreaming
especially during the last hour before I open my eyes.
so I could remember my dreams very well and
influence my day in a positive way.

The last couple of days, however,
I have had really bad dreams.

When I wake up my blood pressure is so high and
my heart is pounding on my chest.

I am very emotional and my mind is full of sad and ugly things.

As a consequence,
my days are shadowed by an unpleasant feeling.
I have lost my laugh and humour.

___ I hope you can sleep well and peacefully ___

21 September 2010

I care
I care
I care so much
until I really don't know
what should I do!!!

我想
我原谅了你

不! 不! 不!
不可能!
不能!
不!

20 September 2010

my message:
I've been talking to God too much,
and not listening enough.

Prayer is when you talk to God.
Meditation is when you become quiet and listen to God.
You've learned how to talk and ask well.
Time to learn how to listen and hear,
because God has been answering you.

ephesians 4:26

my lesson:
"Be angry, and yet do not sin.
Do not let the sun go down on your anger,
and do not give the devil an opportunity."

ya, i'm still angry.
still.....

i think,
i do not do any wrong YET.

_heartache_heartache_heartache_heartache_

today

i want to run away, not to escape, just explore.

19 September 2010

心里的风风雨雨
远远不及外在剧烈的人间悲怆

Everything in my mind is broken to pieces,

I have difficulty to pick them up.

我想原谅试图激怒我的你，
请让我可以坚持，好吗？

我想爱对我很包容的你，
请让我觉得你是值得被爱的，好吗？

我想学习包容人心的软弱，
请让我相信这么做是对的，好吗？

我想，我真的想做一个很好的自己，
但，
为什么总是会不小心察觉到你那有意无意露出来的人性？

谁说夜里的呓语是入梦白昼

在意识深海
瞥见泪伤善妒的桑奈
幽幽漂浮
无根
繁殖

同情粟百
眼底的每一颗石头
是无以抛弃的眼泪

幸福的错觉

只要告诉我

不是的

我都能接受

过程难免会辛苦

17 September 2010

你，
是我的圆梦人吗？

L.O.V.E.

love.love.love.love.love.love.love.love.love.love.love.love.love.love.love.love

love.love.love.love.love.love.love.love.love.love.love.love.love.love.love.love.love

怪了！

听到 “广岛之恋” 竟然会想哭！

明年。。。还。。。吗？

“一年，算得了什么？”
“一年，我们还是会在一起的呀？”
“一年。。。”

1999年，
陈升做了件煽情的事。

他提前了一年预售了自己演唱会的门票。
而且仅限情侣购买。

但是，
一份情侣券分为男生券和女生券。
恋人双方各自保存属于自己的那张券。
一年后，两张券合在一起才能奏效。

不管是宣传噱头，
还是这就是恋人双方证明自己爱情的最好方式，
总之，门票很快销售一空

演唱会的名字：明年还爱我吗？
听似很简单的疑问句，
实现起来，却被赤裸裸的现实击败。

到了第二年。
陈升专设的情侣席位。
果然空了好多位子。
他面对着那一个个空板凳，
脸上带着怪异的歉意，
唱了最后一首歌：把悲伤留给自己。

“明年的你，还爱我吗？”

14 September 2010

right vs left

我的左眼看不见你的悉心呵护
我的左耳听不见你的甜言蜜语
我的左手触摸不到你的温柔体贴

但

我的右眼都看得见

我的右耳都听得见

我的右手都触摸得到

13 September 2010

tired...
tired...
tired.......

06 September 2010

i made a big big big mistake....
it's a real BIG mistake.

i'm so so so stupid!

1 week, 1 year!!!!!

i feel so sorry for you girls!
my mistake, ur worries.

I'M SORRY!!!!!
this is the only word that i can give you girls!

02 September 2010

ｂａｄ／ｇｏｏｄ

i just cant sleep the whole night.
sweating, not because of the weather.
because of a dream.

a bad bad dream.

i have a good day.
good good day.

i'll keep my heart, only for you.
this is my promise to you.
i have to learn how to love you
before i fall for anyone.

oceangreen